deep in my heart

If you seen the shit we seen
You'd understand why we hustle the way we hustle

I feel a lot of pain, trauma through the generations, even feel my nonna's pain
Forever dropping game, feel like you don't wanna change, that's when you gotta change
I don't even wanna stay, before I go, lemme say what I wanna say
Told heaven I was on my way, grey skies and my god wouldn't stop the rain

I feel it deep in my heart
A lot of shit I should've seen from the start
I can still hear the little me weep in the park
While I try to ask the world why they keep us apart
Look at the sky, what you see in the stars?
Is it money, power, fame or a reason to last?
Listen, every lyric here is reading a psalm
Same body resurrected's what you see in them scars
Got a couple homies never seeing freedom from bars
That's why I'm still screaming for my freedom from bars
Now everybody want a piece of my heart
Still dirty in designer, cause I bleed in my art
On the T1 line, bumping 'In My Lifetime'
Wonder how the fuck a judge could give a kid a lifetime
Blame it on the postcodes, blame it on the knife crime
"No it ain't the system, it's the music that incites crime"
Mummy working two jobs, daddy couldn't fight time
6 kids starving and you think they in their right mind?
Radio don't wanna play you if you really real
Just my thoughts people, this is how I really feel

I feel a lot of pain, trauma through the generations, even feel my nonna's pain
Forever dropping game, feel like you don't wanna change, that's when you gotta change
I don't even wanna stay, before I go, lemme say what I wanna say
Told heaven I was on my way, grey skies and my god wouldn't stop the rain

Pain