Hostage

I feel like the light's gone out of my head
Struggling, suffering, I cannot be the one you want me to be
I feel like the hope's gone out of my mind
And I cannot lose you if I already left

I'm done waiting for a moment with you
I'm done fighting just to get to the truth
I'm suffocating inside
A moment feels like forever

Years lost in moments
How did I get here?
I lost all composure
I don't want to
Make something great just for you to take
No matter what I give I always fucking pay
Underwater with some pills and a razor blade
I'm Sick of bleeding just to see another day
Look into my eyes, I'm not afraid to die
But I'm tired of always living running for my life
The cruel hands of time they held me hostage
Is it any surprise I finally lost it?

I'm done waiting for a moment with you
I'm done fighting just to get to the truth
I'm suffocating inside
A moment feels like forever
I don't know how I carry on with these feelings I don't understand
I'm suffocating inside
And I'm trapped in the feeling

I can't play god can I?
Try again
Give me a reason i'll
Become the hands of judgement
Motherfucker

So I will cut you out
And throw you away

Cut cut cut you out
Cut cut cut you out
Cut cut cut you out
Cut cut cut you out



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