Time In Heaven, Forever In Hell

Remember the sound when my phone hit the ground
When you cursed out my name and you said that you never loved me
But I thought you were joking so I asked you again and
You said it again like there wasn't a first
And you paused with a silence,
so I'd know for damn sure that you were not joking
You never loved me

I thought about what wasn't talked about
And I thought for days and I thought out loud
And I thought to myself I wish I never met you

I always knew the banshees sang for me
And Seraphim would never rescue me
I fell in love with a younger girl
Her small sharp teeth with her hair in curls
From Jersey to Scranton at least twice a week
It was hell on the band but never bothered me
I did it all because I wanted to
Under the pretense that you loved me too

I couldn't argue when you wanted to leave
I wanted you happy, I thought that's all you need
I offered my soul, I was just so tired
Now these pills won't help me fall asleep

My hell is a lonely place
But I'll never forget your face
Everything that I want to change
Reassures me that I won't be saved