I Wonder

I bet you wake up late just like you used to do
Rushing out the door coffee stains on your shoes
Does she know you never make the bed?
Or does she fix the mess I left in your head?

Does she laugh at the jokes I always knew by heart?
Or is she just another piece playing your part?
I picture you tracing the steps we knew
But I wonder if she fits the way I used to

I'm not jealous I'm just trying to see
If you've moved on or if you're stuck like me
It's fine I swear I'm just taking my time
But you're still running wild in the back of my mind

What's in your head when you lie next to her?
Do you think of me or is it all a blur?
Does she fill the spaces I left behind
Or are my ghosts still tangled up in your mind?
I'm caught in the memories I can't let loose
Still wondering if I could fit back in your shoes
I'm just stuck playing pretend-
What's in your head? What's in your head?

I bet she texts you first keeps you on your toes
Makes you feel like you're the king of her world I suppose
But does she know the way you'd hide your fears?
Or how I held your hand through all those years?

Do you take her to the places where we used to go?
Or have you wiped the slate clean just to let it show?
I see you walking the paths we used to roam
But I wonder if you still call her 'home'

I'm not crazy I'm just lost in the past
Wondering if you've found a love that will last
It's cool I'm calm just stuck in rewind
Thinking if she's the one filling your mind

What's in your head when you lie next to her?
Do you think of me or is it all a blur?
Does she fill the spaces I left behind
Or are my ghosts still tangled up in your mind?
I'm caught in the memories I can't let loose
Still wondering if I could fit back in your shoes
I'm just stuck playing pretend-
What's in your head? What's in your head?

Maybe I'm the one who couldn't let go
But I see you everywhere in the highs and the lows
She may have your days but I had your nights
And I still see you when I close my eyes

What's in your head when you're holding her close?
Do you feel my touch or am I just a ghost?
Does she know the way you lose yourself
Or how you'd fall apart asking for help?
I'm tangled in the love we used to know
Still wondering if you'll ever let me go
I'm just stuck playing pretend-
What's in your head? What's in your head?

I'm just stuck playing pretend-
What's in your head? What's in your head?



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Writer(s): Ahmad A
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