The Burial (Diggin' My Own Grave)

Forget tomorrow
Today isn't gone
Afraid of yesterday
Scared to be alone
I hear her laughter
Crying in the night
Driving me crazy
I didn't treat her right
I know she's crying
But what can I do
I'm a fool for trying
But I'm still in love with you

I'll buy you flowers
Please just talk to me
Girl I am sorry
Why can't you see
Don't walk away
I couldn't take the pain
Please won't you stay
Shelter me from the rain
I'm losing my mind
We must stay together
Death did us apart
Just you and I forever

I did everything a man could do
Roses wine and understanding
Maybe I wasn't always at home
But you were always on my mind
While I was at work
You where at home playing
One day I caught you
Caught you red-handed
I care so much
Caring over took my mind
It's a release to know now he's dead
But my good name has now been branded
You know a wise man once said
And I quote
I'd kill myself for you
But I'd kill you for myself
And I did

Sitting in this cell
Feeling no remorse
Everyone I loved
Their lives I've destroyed
I think of you
Lying in your grave
I get so horny
Your body I still crave
They say I'm sick
Strap me in this chair
NO rhyme no reason
And I do not care

I stand accused
Frightened from the truth
Darkness takes control
The night is my proof
Danger hangs around
Exploding in my mind
I've got to break free
And leave the past behind

Through the streets I walk alone
On the prowl - I search for man
Weary from the broken bones
I've traveled far to make my stand
Court is in session
Defendant please rise
You must face the verdict
Defendant must die

Twenty four eyes ago I was free to kill
Dreaming of acquittal
So I sharpen up my skill
If I am freed - I will stalk your happy home
Your blood will be mine
Your last breath I will own
Court is in session
Defendant please rise
You must face the verdict
Defendant must die

Through the streets I walk alone
On the prowl - I searched for man
Weary from the broken bones
I've traveled far to make my stand
Court is in session
Defendant you really must rise
You must face the verdict
Defendant you must die
Court is in session
Defendant you will rise
You must face the judgment
Defendant you will die

As an example of isolation
I will have no tranquility

Left all alone
To die with myself the master
All my hopes and dreams
Have been shattered
By my own self pity
Lying in my bed
To die with myself the master
There I must scheme
It might be all I have left
In my life
Torturing souls is all I see
Foolish thoughts of revenge for me
Knowing in my heart I trust
Buried alive underneath the dust

Master
Master of my dreams
I must stand to be understood
Master
Master of my dreams
I'm the evil in this neighborhood
Master
Master of my dreams
I would awaken if I thought I could

Trapped inside my mind you run
Hating you was so much fun
Knowing in my heart I trust
I will kill if I escape from here

Master
Master of my dreams
I must stand to be understood
Master
Master of my dreams
I'm the evil in this neighborhood
Master
Master of my dreams
I must stand to be understood
I'd escape if I thought I could

I walked the streets
With her blood on my hands
SEARCHING FOR MY IDENTITY
I climb the walls
Of this forbidden land
SEARCHING FOR SOME MORALITY

Torturing thoughts keep haunting me
I pray to my god to set me free
Searching my soul crucifying me
I pray to my god to let me be
I see the light
AT the end of the dark
God knows the truth
It's within your heart
Hours passing by so slowly
It's ticking Ticking my time away
Hours passing by so slowly
As the hours pass
I ask myself; why the sands of time won't stay
We would awaken if I thought, if I thought I could not find me
I would awaken if I thought I could not blind me

Reliving the pain that's inside my head
Cutting loose the strings that bind me
Sometimes I think I'm better off to be dead
Begging you to please unwind me
I see the light
At the end of the dark
God knows the truth
Its within your heart
Hours passing by so slowly
It's ticking Ticking my time away
Hours passing by so slowly
As the hours pass
I ask myself; why the sands of time won't stay

Life used to be so exciting
I GAVE YOU MY HEART
I GAVE YOU MY SOUL
YOU TOOK IT AWAY
AND TOOK TO THE ROAD

Life used to be so inviting
I GAVE YOU MY LOVE
I GAVE YOU MY LIFE gave you my life
I HAD TO KILL YOU
JUST TO KEEP YOU MY WIFE
Hours passing by so slowly
As the hours pass
I ask myself why the sands of time won't stay
It's ticking Ticking my time away

I woke up
About a quarter 'till three
A cold and stenchy sweat
Was pouring off of me
Danger
When I looked into his eyes
I heard a stranger
Said BC you're gonna die
I heard him cry off into the night
Heading for the door by candle light

COFFIN MAKER
HAMMER A NAIL FOR ME
COFFIN MAKER
DIG A HOLE REAL DEEP
COFFIN MAKER
HAMMER A NAIL FOR ME
COFFIN MAKER
THE DEVIL IS PLAYING FOR KEEPS

I saw a shadow
Wanting me to follow him
But I knew better
My power was running thin
Danger
When I asked him for his name
I heard a stranger
BC why are you so Vain
I saw him walk through the brightest fire
Tremble with fear as the flames rose higher

COFFIN MAKER
HAMMER A NAIL FOR ME
COFFIN MAKER
POLISH UP THAT PINE
COFFIN MAKER
HAMMER A NAIL FOR ME
COFFIN MAKER
DEATH IS CLOSE BEHIND

I seen within his red glare
I'm trapped inside this evil stare
I scream for him to let me go
Is this a dream will I ever know

I woke up
At the crack of dawn
Scared to death
IS he really gone
Coffin maker
Sizing a box for me

Coffin Maker
Hammer a nail for me
COFFIN MAKER
Polish up that pine
COFFIN MAKER
HAMMER A NAIL FOR ME
COFFIN MAKER
DEATH IS CLOSE BEHIND

OUR FATHER WHO IS IN HEAVEN
PLEASE PLEASE
GET ME OUT OF THIS HELL

Run to your mother
Let her know that you are gone
It breaks her heart
To be left all alone
Inside the darkness
Evil casts its ugly stone
SHE sees the hardness
Of the ruler on his throne

TURN ON THE LIGHTS
To Darkness
SO THE BLIND CAN SEE
BORN INTO DARKNESS
DESTROYED
IN FRONT OF ME

Run for your life
GET away if you can
Burdens your soul
Turns a boy into a man
Inside the darkness
Evil rears its ugly head
Pray for tomorrow
Cos tonight you could be dead

TURN ON THE LIGHTS
TO DARKNESS
SO THE BLIND CAN SEE
BORN INTO THE DARKNESS
ALL DESTROYED
IN FRONT OF ME

Run for your life
GET away if you can
Burdens your soul
Turns a boy into a man
Inside the darkness
Evil rears its ugly head
Pray for tomorrow
Cos tonight you could be dead
Turn on the lights
To Darkness
So the blind can see
Born into the darkness
All destroyed in front of me
In their eyes I can do no wrong
This world is mine - the land my throne
I rule your soul with a clad iron fist
Disobey me! And you will cease to exist

Run from yourself
It's much too late for you
Ask for forgiveness
IS all that you can do
Inside the darkness
No light will ever shine
Searching for an answer
One you will never find

TURN ON THE LIGHTS
TO DARKNESS
SO THE BLIND CAN SEE
DESTROY THE DARKNESS
BORN
IN FRONT OF ME

Oh' please won't you release me
I'm begging you - please set me free
Yes it is me down on my knees
Needing forgiveness - now I'm deceased

IN THIS FIRE I AM BURNING
KNOW THE LESSONS I AM LEARNING
DANCE WITH EVIL
KNOWING THE DANGER
SHOVELING COAL
SEARCHING FOR AN ANGEL

I know what I have done
And I know what I must do
There is only one true god
Now I must fight for you
I do I do
I have remorse
It's a start to renew my life
I now will take revenge
For the death of my beautiful wife

IN THIS FIRE I AM BURNING
KNOW THE LESSONS I AM LEARNING
DANCE WITH EVIL
KNOWING THE DANGER
SHOVELING COAL
SEARCHING FOR AN ANGEL

IN THIS FIRE I AM BURNING
KNOW THE LESSONS I AM LEARNING
DANCE WITH EVIL
KNOWING THE DANGER
SHOVELING COAL
SEARCHING FOR AN ANGEL

I know what I have done
And I know what I must do
There is only one true god
Now I must fight for you
I do I do
I have remorse
It's a start to renew my life
I now will take revenge
For the death of my beautiful wife

IN THIS FIRE I AM BURNING
EXCEPT THE LESSONS I AM LEARNING
DANCE WITH EVIL
KNOWING THE DANGER
SHOVELING COAL
SEARCHING FOR AN ANGEL

IN THIS FIRE MAN I'M BURNING
ALL THE DAMAGE - IT KEEPS TURNING
DANCE WITH THE DEVIL
DRINKING WITH A STRANGER
STOKING THE FIRE
SEARCHING FOR AN ANGEL

Left all alone
To die with myself the master
All my hopes and dreams
Have been shattered
By my own self pity

IN THIS FIRE I AM BURNING
TEACH THE LESSONS I WAS LEARNING
DANCE WITH DEVIL
KNOWING THE DANGER
SHOVELING COAL
PRAYING FOR AN ANGEL
I will fight my way up too
This war will m ever stop
Life after death
Diggin' my own grave

IN THIS FIRE I AM BURNING
EXCEPT THE LESSONS I AM LEARNING
DANCE WITH DEVIL
KNOWING THE DANGER
SHOVELING COAL
PRAYING FOR AN ANGEL

I will fight my way up top
This dance may never stop
I am sent to misbehave
My life after death
Diggin' My Own Grave

Deep inside my mind
Falling deeper and deeper
Fear is all that you'll find
Taking the key from the keeper
Buried in the past
Hidden away from the world to see
Punished by what god has cast
Paying dues time to break free

The devil took my soul away
To shovel his coal until judgment day
The day arrived and I was unchained
Cooked from the heat and driven insane
And now I walk on this road and fire
Ruled by passion of lust and desire
I rose from the ashes
As they rose higher and higher

Down the road of fire
I search FOR PEACE
Down the road of fire
I pray FOR RELEASE
I may get burned but I know I'll survive
Evil takes it's turn and he must die

Road of fire burning inside my heart
Road of fire ripping two worlds apart
Road of fire crying between my eyes
Road of fire burning from my selfish lies
Fire tearing two worlds apart
Road of fire crying inside my eyes
Road of fire dieing a wolf in in disguise

The devil took my life for granted
Made me the ruler of a soul enchanted
The day arrived and I was crowned
Took the power - I fought the devil down
I escape through the road of fire
He looked at me you he is not my sire

Down the road of fire
I scream FOR TRUTH
Down the road of fire
I am YOUR PROOF

I may get burned but I know I'll survive
The devil took his turn he knows he must die

Road of fire burning in my heart
Road of fire ripping two worlds apart
Road of fire crying behind my eyes
Road of fire burning from my lies
Road of fire burning in my heart
Road of fire ripping two worlds apart
Road of fire crying behind my eyes
Road of fire burning from my lies
Road of fire burning in my heart
Road of fire ripping two worlds apart
Road of fire crying behind my eyes
Road of fire burning from my lies

Years ago when the winds set sail
Buried in the land of no prevail
They came to see the unholy one
Who told the story of the devil's son
They looked at him straight within his eyes
And with his red glare saw he told no lies

Seven seas and seven wishes
Sunken ships and satellite dishes
Seven wonders on display
Intergalactic kids at play

In the desert I searched for water
To quench the thirst of the devil's daughter
They cursed me evil and tossed a stone
Deep into my flesh - it coursed the bone
Teaching the word of your Jesus Christ
Forgive their sins We must free their might

Seven signs and seven seals
Trapped inside a magnetic field
Seven lands - they must unite
Prepare each other for the fight

Now years have passes
Since the winds set sail
Still in the land of no prevail
Turning their backs they sealed their fate
Raised our children taught them to hate
Blessed my soul with one last chance
To escape the hell and the devil's dance

He turned their heads with a twisted lie
Promised the people they would never die
Filled their minds with their father's sins
They didn't battle 'cos they couldn't win
They stared at him with a deadly hate
With this act they sealed their fate

Seven words and seven thoughts
Changed the way the youth is taught
Seven nations speak as one
Bowing down to the unholy one

To wage this war
One must know what they're dieing for
Every single mutant, human and Godly angel
Must fight the devil and his evil, we all are in danger

To wage this war
One must know what they're dieing for
Every single mutant, human and Godly angel
Must press the devil and his evil we all are in danger

Dancing in my mind I see
Little gremlins destroying me
Bouncing off of these walls
Straight jacket memories
And nightmarish sedative highs
Yellow walls and porcelain stalls
Where one more soul has been sacrificed

Therapy shocked into me
Thousand of kilowatts rule my veins
Lightning strikes the metal I bite
All in hope I recall my name

Am I man am I beast
Am I scared to say the least
Am I girl - am I boy
Please stay away from Dr Kiljoy
Stay Away

A four inch glass provides my light
Three cockroaches keep me company tonight
Metal trays are the only noise
To penetrate these deafened ears
Conversation with my own voice
Constructing rivers through my tears

Am I man - am I beast
Am I scared to say the least
Am I girl - am I boy
Please get away from Dr Kiljoy

No no I don't want to go there
But you just gave me that test
Please oh' God don't make me tonight
MAY I please rest
I'm so fucking tired
I'm feeling better really
I can count to ten without using my toes
A cat it's a cat - that's what I see
Not the straps please let me go
That's an awfully big needle

I see his ceiling
Ten feet above where I lay
I get this feeling
But the reasons are hard to say

I've traveled the streets
People feared the evil they meet
People say I'm a crying shame
SO unshaven - so untamed
I've slept and stalked inside the alleys
I don't dilly and I never ever dally

Look up - look up
It's for the whole world to see
Stand up - get up
The power of Christ has forsaken me
Look up - look up
I've got the right for serenity
Stand up - get up
To stand by Christ eternally

And you as my holy witness
In an act with the accordance of God
Sent back to this earth
The land you live and breathe
To serve this plain as a peacemaker
Using any means necessary
Help me please Coffin-Maker

Sometimes in a world buried full of danger
You must show faith in a total stranger
Reach out your hand and hold on tight
Join together win this fight

IT'S a common cause
Every human will flaw
Disobey some laws
That's a common cause
It's a common cause
To slap ones jaws
To those who crawl
Ignore the common cause
The devil shall fall

In a battle victory can be sought
Decaying hatred powers are taught
Running from the chores of life
Hiding behind a gun or an resurrecting knife
Doing battle defeat your enemy
Decaying youth - friends are our remedy
There's fear in faith - virtue of blaspheme
Afraid to face the truth laughing before me

Sometimes in a world so cold and dark
There's tragedy inside of me
That can destroy the purest of hearts
And sometimes in a dream so black and white
Through the pain I take - I must awake
Where the colors are so bright

It's killing me it's inside of me
Trying to break free
I see the dawn right or wrong
You change when you're alone
It's killing me it's inside of me
Tearing through my soul
I see the dawn right or wrong
Spreading the word before I go

If I stand by you forever
Will I ever see the light
At the gate if God says never
With you would I start a fight
If I hold your hand so warmly
Would you ever let me go
If things get ugly - just warn me
If not how will I ever know

There's a fever tearing through my soul
And you are my medicine
I'm lost inside my own little world
Is it me or someone else's son
I suppose in the eyes of my father
He won't lift a finger he won't bother

Documents of tainted lies
Mis-told tales of human sacrifice
Burden me with such disgrace
With one chance to plead my case

Buried in the realms of time
The circumstances of my crime
Inhumane points of view
Hidden in your church's pews

Just you wait and see
One day you will worship me
I may not be the one you trust
I destroy love - spread my lust
Subconsciously if you could see
All the truth - then would you
Could you - CONSIDER ME

Hush little baby don't you cry
You don't know the reasons why
I was trapped inside a darkened room
Left to die inside a fiery tomb

Hold on tight to reality
Don't let go of your morality
Walk with pride through the fire
Don't let go of your desire
Keep in my mind the thoughts of hate
Prejudice will seal your fate
Passing judgment is pressure unknown
Kneel before me at your master's throne

I BEG OF YOU
HEED MY WARNING
I BEG OF YOU
DON'T WAIT 'TILL MORNING
I BEG OF YOU
I WILL GIVE YOU ONE LAST CHANCE
I BEG OF YOU
ESCAPE THE DEVIL'S DANCE

Betray me and you will regret
It's your soul that I will get
Betray me and walk the line
You can't describe the pain I define
When I walk in - you shall hail
Show the lord your betrayal

I BEG OF YOU
JUST HEED MY WARNING
I BEG OF YOU
DON'T WAIT 'TILL MORNING
I BEG OF YOU
DON'T LOOK IN MY EYES
I BEG OF YOU
YOU CAN'T SURVIVE MY LIES

Just you wait and see
One day you will worship me
I may not be the one you trust
Is it love - is it lust
Subconsciously if you can see
All the truth then would you
Could you CONSIDER ME
CONSIDER ME

I cry to the heaven above
Help me through life after love
Oh no

Sometimes sometimes
I can feel it in my heart
And others I can't feel anything at all
Misery the pain is all I feel
And it's killing me
I can barely hear the angel's call
Moonlight it shines so bright
It feels so warm
It soothes the savage beast
Terror it hurts so bad I feel it aching
Do you hear my heartbeat increase

It's a feeling made down here on earth
It's something I can't deny nor will I lie
So tomorrow if I was to die
I'd take it with a grain of salt
Cos the decision
Was given to me by thy maker
The king of the kingdom
I will not cry - no time to sigh
We're made in heaven -
So say goodbye
Made in heaven

Often often I lye in bed
Thinking of ways to rid my life of pain
Feeling sorry feeling sorry for myself
And hoping someone else will take the blame
Sunrise is it the breaking of the dawn
Or is it the signal that our time is near
Death is it creeping up behind me
Can you see just what we have to fear

Oh' this is an emotion
Cast down by the apostles
To set our souls on fire
TO dowse our every desire
Tell me can you see
Or is it just me who can believe
Will I die slowly
OR become a quick fatality
When I awaken from my dreams
Will it become reality
Can you please let me be
Hear my sickening plea
We're made in heaven
Won't you set us free
Made in heaven

Now the shadow that I have cast
Is it a reflection of danger
If I meet my lord of divine power
Will I be the stranger
Made in heaven lord I know it's true
Made in heaven but tell me who made you
Was you made by heaven too

Time is a way of telling death
That it's just around the bend
Hunger is a tradition of the older Gods
To make sure the poor cannot win
Night fall is it the ending of the day
Or is it the fading of our lives
Sometimes sometimes I wish to end it all
Cut away the pain - use the devil's knife

Life love death

Is it punishment for Adam and Eve's Embarrassment of sin
So hear what I say - on this dreary day
It just can't end in this inhumane way
Do you wish upon the shiniest star
While down on bended knee
Repent to the unholy one
IN his name and you shall live
You must mend
Even the smallest of your mistakes
Or your life - he will take
There's nothing else you can possibly give
So if you wish to stay
You have many dues to pay
We're made in heaven get down and pray

Made in heaven; please come around
Made in heaven; from sky to darkest ground
Made in heaven; be glad that you have found
Made in heaven; as far as I can tell
Made in heaven; living a certified hell
Made in heaven; your soul is up for sale

Love after death life after death
Life after love it just ain't enough
To keep me saying your name in vain
Love after death life after death
Life after love it just ain't enough
BC Vain is the laughter inside your shame

So God took your best friend away
And he silenced your mother forever
Change is good - blue skies will turn gray
And you wish that you could be together

Cry to the heavens cry to the angels
Cry to my lord and maybe he will answer
Cry to the heavens cry to the angels
Cry to my lord maybe he'll stop your cancer

The devil took your girl straight to her knees
And he forced her to go all the way down
Adolescent molestation pretty as you please
There's a brand new pimp running this town

Cry to the heavens cry to the angels
Cry to my lord cry for salvation
Cry to the heavens cry to the angels
Cry to my lord cry for induction

The judge heard the case
Of you and your wife
All the odds appear to be stacked
Given to you the sentence
A hundred years to life
Your freedom is attacked

Cry to the heavens; cry out loud
Cos he can't hear
Cry to the heavens; don't be too proud
And show no fear
Cry to the heavens; call collect
He won't mind
Cry to the heavens; never know
What you will find
Cry to the heavens
Cry to anyone who will listen

As I look around me
I see the walls caving in
IMPRISONMENT surrounds me
I know I can't win
All I can do is hope
To break the spell I am in
Keeping to myself my thoughts
My only friend

I pray for independence
Let me out - hear me shout
I pray for independence
Asking the man with clout
I pray for my independence
Freedom is what I seek
I pray for my independence
Still waiting for god to speak

Is there light in the dark
Right or wrong - I still can't see
It's like a shot in the heart
But I know I've got to believe
There are ways for me to escape
I hate being trapped inside
I know deep down to the soul
I can't run nor I can't hide

I still have the memories
I remember who I used to hold
Like a Shakespeare tragedy
I'm left dying in the cold
I know freedom can't be bought
What do I have to do
I'll pay the piper at any cost
Just to get back to you

Pray for independence
Let me out Hear me shout
I pray for Independence
Asking the man with clout
I pray for my independence
Freedom is what I seek
I pray for independence
Still waiting for God to speak

Is there light in the dark
Right or wrong I still can't see
It's like a shot in the heart
But I know I've got to believe
You were meant for me
To escape
I hate being trapped inside
I hate being trapped inside
I hate being at his feet

What gives you the right
To tell me what to do
And what gives you the right
There is no light I still can't see
Give it to me
God created
Man, the air, the music
The reasons to live
But does he really know the hurt he gives
Who gives you the right to tell me what to do
What gives you the right to tell you how to live
Am I just a puppet in your play at your palace
Just another set of strings being controlled by your malice
Hey what gives

God created war
The sickness the killing the pleasure
This is his idea
OF a poor man's needy treasure
God created women
The money the credit the love
This from the one we worship above

Who gives you the right
To tell me what to say
What gives you the right
TO ask the world to pray
I am not Adam the apple was not my fruit
She is not Eve - I bet you wear a suit
Hey who's life do we live

God created wisdom
And yea god created you
What would the world be like
If I controlled what you do
I love my creator
Throughout this eternity
But why in the hell
Does he beg for publicity

Who gives you the right
To tell me what to wear
What gives you the right
TO tell me to cut my hair
What in god's name
Gives you the pleasure to scream
Don't you feel the shame
To destroy the holy one's dream

I see it coming I hear it call
It's just the beast within us all
You think I'm crazy say I've lost my mind
Bad habits are hard to leave behind
They say it's easy to fool yourself
Put your heart up on a shelf
I'm sick and tired of all these lies
I think you know that I'm in disguise

It's after me can't you see
It's death knocking on your door
Like the demons trying to break free
Young and wasted - can you taste it
The smell of fear is finally here
It's trying to subdue your insanity
Destroying your publicity
Who gives you the right to eat
Who gives you the right to be
Who gives you the right to tell me

Who gives you the right
To tell me what to wear
What gives you the right
TO tell me to cut my hair
What in god's name
Gives you the pleasure to scream
Don't you feel the shame
To destroy the holy one's dream

I see it coming I hear it call
It's just the beast within us all
You think I'm crazy say I've lost my mind
Bad habits are hard to leave behind

It's after me can't you see
It's death knocking on your door
Like the demons trying to break free
Young and wasted - can you taste it
The smell of fear is finally here
It's trying to subdue your insanity
Oh publicity. Insanity
Who gives you the right to eat
Who gives you the right to be

It's the beast within us all
It's the beast within us all
I have a thought inside an evil dream
Fuckin kill satan
What gives you the right

It's after me can't you see
It's death knocking on your door
Like the demons trying to break free
Young and wasted - can you taste it
The smell of fear is finally here
It's after me can't you see
It's death knocking on your door
It's trying to subdue your insanity
Oh publicity
Who gives you the right to be
Who gives you the right so tell me
It's the beast within us all
I feel it tingle down my spine
It's just a star that will not shine
You know I'm twisted guilty as sin
Trapped inside the lion's den
Locked in a cage - can't find a key
It's just his shadow that follows me
Like the rain it falls so deep
I pray my lord her soul you'll keep

God created wisdom
And yeah God created you
What would the world be like
If I controlled what you do
I love my creator
I worship through eternity
Why in the hell
Does he beg for publicity

Who gives you the right
To tell me what to wear
What gives you the right
TO tell me to cut my hair
What in god's name
Gives you the pleasure to scream
Don't you feel the shame
To destroy the holy one's dream

I see it coming I hear it call
It's just the beast within us all
You think I'm crazy say I've lost my mind
Bad habits are hard to leave behind
They say it's easy to fool yourself
Put your heart up on a shelf
I'm sick and tired of all these lies
I think you know that I'm in disguise

I feel it tingle down my spine
It's just a star that will not shine
You know I'm twisted guilty as sin
Trapped inside the lion's den
Locked in a cage - can't find a key
It's just his shadow that follows me
Like the rain it falls so deep
I pray my lord her soul you'll keep
I am fucking crazy

I can see it's scared I can hear it cry
It's just his blood that will not dry
You think its over - life has just begun
I won't stop until I've had my fun
They say I'm sinning I know it's true
There's really nothing that I can do
I caught you praying down on your knees
I'm wicked as hell and I'm eager to please

IT'S after me can't you see
Demons cursing "let me be"
Like the devil who wants me
Stretches his hand across the land
Just take it I won't break it
I only want your insanity

I'm back to where I used to live
Returning for the first time
Inside the mirror I see the love we give
And it really hurts to find
Your whisper floats in the air
Your smile makes me cry
It hurts that your not there
And I'm the reason why

I cannot live I cannot die
Until I know the reason why
I cannot speak I cannot breathe
Until I erase what's bothering me
To save your name I took your life
I am the monster who killed his wife
What they don't know they can't use
What would they do if they were in my shoes

There's the bed that we made love
Some nights good and some nights rough
There's the dress that you once wore
Sometimes sex seemed like a chore
What's that on the couch I see
A photograph of you and me
Standing by the church we unite
All that ended in a bloody fight

Who am I - what have I done
Why do Gods call me the chosen one
Who are they - who gave me this power
Where are they in my darkest hour
What is that and where is she now
I must find her someday - somehow
My mind is blank my memory gone
I can decide - what's right what's wrong

There's the bed we made love
Some nights good some nights rough

I'm getting weaker I cannot stand
To escape from hell is my only demand
Somehow someway I feel no trust
Controlling my mind with cobwebs and rust
Suddenly I think I can see
What is the power he has over me
She is not gone - She is not dead
All these stories are implanted in my head

Rise up - I have my freedom
Shut him up it's my time to speak
Rise up - I have my freedom
Now the truth is what I seek
Rise up - I know what I must do
The quest is in my hand
Rise up - I search for you
It's time for VAIN to make a stand

So its' war that you want
I'm ready to fight I'm ready to die
Do not swear that you don't
For I know it is a fucking lie
I'm mad -
I'm not going to take it anymore
It's sad
I understand what your doing this for
You want me to do your bidding
You want me to kill
HA ha ha man I'm not kidding
You best not sit still

There is no heaven - there is no hell
To keep me from the gal I love
There is no gate - there is no cell
No God no man is strong enough
I tell you without a second thought
I learned from the lesson you had taught
I am in control of what I do
And starting now I'm controlling you

Hear me out you better take heed
For this pain - I swear you will bleed
I'll search forever - no stone un-turned
I'm a mad man and that you have learned
She is my love - She is my life
She is my goddess - She was my wife
She may be chained by your hate
But my love will not separate

She is mine - she's not yours
I will look behind every door
So you say; you wanted a war
Now I know what I'm fighting for
Get your army make your stand
I will destroy your common land
For I am - who I think I Am
And you are just demon to be damned

For when you fall You will fear my name
I will crush your soul I am BC Vain

Left all aloneI