specters

(Are you sure Timmy will be back soon?)
(Sure any minute)

I think I miss my Zyprexa
That shit gave me nightmares real stressors
Hear hisses around me feel pressure
I sit down each day for a lecture

I cover my mouth like I'm Lecter
They done brought me alive like I'm Neptr
Can't go to the south it's some specters
Build shit wit my brothers we fletchers

I gotta Game and I'm dumpin the guts out, the leaf gettin muhfuckin slaughtered
I think that we are da same I be sciencing beats wit my dawgs like they is Goddard
They call if they need anything man I got the same number they know dat I got em
Way that I planted a seed that had sprouted and wilted I hate I forgot it

I hate how I lost what the point is
I paid a lil cost for this poison
These booty nigga act like chosen
It's sad when you let your own foes in

I skate onnis beat like its frozen
You flip flopping like I stuck toes in
Niggas think that they slick they not lotion
I don't want me a stick or no motion

I just wan make blammas and rest
Make a lil cash shorty head on my chest
Makin sure family good give em best
And thankin my God cuz I always feel blessed

Blessed blessed I want the rest
I don't see beef boy don't puff up ur chest
Blessed blessed I want the rest
I don't see beef boy don't puff up ur chest

Why then did you?

Why then did you?

I had to search deep within my heart and spirit
And I wanted to uh make a change
And move to a new plateau in my life
And one of the ways in which I did that was