Stuck Inside My Room

I think I need to grow some more, just gotta tell the truth
Been battling internal wars, just gotta tell the truth
I think I need some love for real, to keep it hot with you
I got it out the mud for real, you'll see it on my shoes

I think these niggas lame you know, just gotta tell the truth
Y'all ain't really gang you know, I hope y'all know the truth
I'm just being honest girl, I'm not the one for you
So many lonely nights when I was stuck inside my

I used to chill in the room, thinking and thinking like what is a nigga to do
I ain't out making no moves, maybe I'm wasting my time by writing these tunes
Don't got a job, I don't got a ride, don't even got money to hit up the stu
Got that diploma from school, but it ain't do what it should do

Had my mind racing yeah, couldn't get complacent no
So many applications after graduation, school the biggest scam I just had to say it
Fast forward I'm the f-ing greatest and I really hate it when my time is wasted
You ain't on nothing or about nothing, I'ma have to charge you for a conversation on mama

Niggas be switching in front of the women, all for the digits
If you was lame before you was gang, trust those colors don't make any difference
These niggas bore me, I need a sedative, hate things that's repetitive
You can't be around the kid if you always being negative

At times, I really need my space, please don't be all in my face
She posting things about love again, so I had to block her page
Don't ask me bout no horoscopes, I'll take that as a sign
To become selfish with my time, so you can never hit my line

I'm still petty and I know it, take that grudge and then I hold it
My lord knows that I'm growing, He done seen me at my lowest
Double shots of white or brown, the only time I'm focused
It seems I need to work on getting thoughts off when I'm sober oh yeah

I think I need to grow some more, just gotta tell the truth
Been battling internal wars, just gotta tell the truth
I think I need some love for real, to keep it hot with you
I got it out the mud for real, you'll see it on my shoes

I think these niggas lame you know, just gotta tell the truth
Y'all ain't really gang you know, I hope y'all know the truth
I'm just being honest girl, I'm not the one for you
So many lonely nights when I was stuck inside my

And then I finally got a job, but I realized it was taking a toll on me
It was cutting into the time I could focus on my passion
I mean, also I missed my first student loan payment
But it made me question the decisions I made in my life

Like was I to buy the book
Did I just do what everybody else told me to do
Did I settle