Emotionally Controlled

I don't understand
You said you'd never leave
You told me that you'd be there
But you're lying to me
You're always on my mind
And when it's late at night
I think bout what you doing
Do you think of me sometimes
And when Im feeling down
I lose self control
Emotions keep coming
And Im tryna let you go
And when Im feeling down
I lose self control
Emotions keep coming
And Im tryna let you go

I been goin through this pain alone the world so cold
Yea
I been goin through this pain alone my mind no strong
Yea
So when I'm feelin down
I lose self control
But you by my self with me
Hold myself with pride with me
All them nights you cried with me yea
All them nights you lied to me
Felt you could've died with me yea
I done lost myself my heart is cold my heart done turn mat black
So if you try to call remember that
So if you try to talk to me again
Don't try to act like we were always friends
Yea
Them nights you cried I was by your side all through it yea
Tears crocodile I seen you lie so stupid yea
Juice never lied your pretty eyes I knew it yea
You never tried and there I lied so clueless yea
I was wrong my friends were right
Pretty ones be the pain in life
Took my heart and you held a strike
Never trust again I might yea
Carry myself like an artist manifesting where I wanna be
Manifesting where Im gonna be yea
All that takes the pain away
Maybe dreaming bout them days would bring them better days
No no
I done lost myself my heart is cold my heart done turn mat black
So if you try to call remember that
So if you try to talk to me again
Don't try to act like we were always friends
Yea