this light isn't safe

See, he made a couple mistakes
Doesn't change fact that he's in love with the race
Doesn't change fact that he's outside with a couple of drakes
Running from problems, and wake up his dreams, just to get spit in the face

A codeine fever, but he know that he needs her
Images keep coming right back to his head, told his lil homie keep taking his meds
They found him dead right beside of his bed
And the tears that he shed, could fill a whole river

Now he don't know to do
Locked in his room, with a heat in his face, saying "he'll see him soon"
Saying "he'll see him soon", but he want others to come with too
Now he got blood on his jeans, his hands is dirty, he's wiping it all on his sheets
See, he can't be crying himself to sleep, he grab a handful of his percs
But right before, he just got on his knees, praying to GOD that it works

But he told him, it ain't your time
See the devil is giving you lies
Say you'll wake up tomorrow with a smile on your face
But he told him tomorrow he's gonna wake up to drama and hate
Don't wanna take him from her, but he miss his brother and his mind is made
He gonna pop his pills, he gonna die his way

Damn
See I turned on the news, watching my homeboy, he died in his room
Calling his mother, she coming real soon
Tears in my face, I can't express with these feelings will make
Alone in my room, yeah I locked up the place
I'd rather just sit in the dark, cause this light isn't safe
See this light isn't safe, and I'd rather just smoke on my weed and drink on my drink cause these feelings are hard to escape
Damn