Easy // Night Terrors

(I don't really wanna talk to you, uh)
I don't really wanna talk to you about it, woah woah
I'd rather keep it silent, be without it, woah woah
Quit asking me these questions please
And just leave me be
It won't be easy yeah (one, two, three, four)

I don't really wanna talk to you about it, woah woah
I'd rather keep it silent, be without it, woah woah
Quit asking me these questions please
And just leave me be
It won't be easy yeah
Sometimes I just wanna be left alone
What the fuck are you doing, still calling my phone?
I'm just inhaling scents of your new boys cologne
Staring at satellites like I'm outside my zone, yeah

If I had to guess
If you'd ask me, I'd confess
If I had to guess
Bro I'm not feeling the best
If you had to guess
Say I feel good nonetheless
This is a mess
This is a motherfucking mess

Oh
I've been struggling since I was like 10 years old
Guilt tripping is the only thing I know
I've been lying to your face like it's a show, uh
Guess I'm feeling alright

Guess I'm feeling alright
Legacy keeps haunting me 'cause I just want that spotlight, oh
Ay
I'm not stable, oh well
Guess I'll get it myself
Guess I'll get it myself, myself

Myself
I'm just putting off myself
I'm just messing up my health
I'm just fucking overwhelmed
(I'm just fucking overwhelmed)
How many times will I say no to help
I know I need it
I always feel depleted, yeah

I don't really wanna talk to you about it, woah woah
I'd rather keep it silent, be without it, woah woah
Quit asking me these questions please
And just leave me be
It won't be easy yeah
Sometimes I just wanna be left alone
What the fuck are you doing, still calling my phone?
I'm just inhaling scents of your new boys cologne
Staring at satellites like I'm outside my zone, yeah
I don't really wanna talk to you about it, woah woah
I'd rather keep it silent, be without it, woah woah
Quit asking me these questions please
And just leave me be
It won't be easy yeah
Sometimes I just wanna be left alone
What the fuck are you doing, still calling my phone?
I'm just inhaling scents of your new boys cologne
Staring at satellites like I'm outside my zone, yeah

Now sleep does many things
And sleep deprivation does a lot as well
If you look at it
What sleep deprivation can do
It's actually quite shocking
It can cause diabetes
It can cause heart arrythmia
High blood pressure
It can promote inflammations in certain forms of cancer
And it can also affect the brain
And that's what I'm going to be talking about today

I just want it to be your fault
Lil' baby, I got no one else to call for
I don't want take recognition for the whole thought
Ending in shit, like really
That's what we all thought
Crying in my bed at night
I'm balled up
Hoping for the messages to show up
Refresh, refresh there's nothing there
Feeling the best of best in nightmares
I'm having night terrors
Uh
Head spinning round and round
Feeling the least relaxed when you are out of town
I got other theories, guess I found my sound
And now I'm staring in my brain and that shit scattered around
I see you on the other side of the room
I thought you with me but my feelings are true, uh
Disguising what I'm crying through
I just wanna live my life with you (I wanted to live my life with you)