christmas without you

You were here last Christmas Eve
And I remember you told me
"I hope that we meet here next year"
I wanna tell you we still can
But I don't think you would care
Wish I'd cherished what I had

'Cause every time I close my eyes
The flashbacks start and we're back to you and I
Back to when you were mine
And you're right here, you're still here
But not under my Christmas tree
Pretendin' doesn't shield me from the truth
I'd rather it be June than Christmas without you

I'd rather it be June

Merry Christmas all around
But I think I've had enough
'Cause every feelin' feels so numb
As I see you two
Singing love songs, harmonize
Come on, that was you and I's
Then you cuddle all night
But I don't wanna think about it

Every time I close my eyes
The flashbacks start and we're back to you and I
Back to when you were mine
And you're right here, you're still here
But not under my Christmas tree
Pretendin' doesn't shield me from the truth
I'd rather it be June than Christmas without you

And when you go and see him
Do you get in your feelings?
Does it really feel freeing
That you're gone with another man?
Yeah, you got what you wanted
But do you ever feel haunted
By us, or have I lost it?
Now you're gone with another man

And every time I close my eyes
The flashbacks start and we're back to you and I
Back to when you were mine
And you're right here, you're still here
But not under my Christmas tree
Pretendin' doesn't shield me from the truth
I'd rather it be June, oh

So tell me are you comin' over?
Are you comin' over?
I don't wanna spend a Christmas without you
So tell me are you comin' over?
Are you comin' over?
I don't wanna spend a Christmas without you