Evermore

So this is how it's gotta be, running everywhere
I never hear and never see where I am
I navigate by touch alone when it feels like this
It gives me chills when it is gone once again

The ticking clock will never stop, always taunting me
The hands move on relentlessly, I can't go back
I've made mistakes I'll never fix, so it is I guess
I will live another day in this place

Then I brush it all away
The days are getting longer all the time
I feel it inside
I can keep it here with you and me
And I never will lose it again

But then it fades away, nothing lasts I guess
Even though i thought I had the key at last
When I reach the door I find, locked and bolted shut
The entrance to my little mind is gone again

Then I brush it all away
The days are getting longer all the time
I feel it inside
I can keep it here with you and me
And I never will lose it again

I've been this way a million times
Oh where do I go?
There's no cure for what I feel deep within
The things I thought were real
Were just a figment of a troubled mind
But yet they still take hold of me
I don't wanna go on
Please come take away from me
All of these days
I want the good to stay inside of me
You could release me from the bonds
That held my heart in disarray
And keep me safe forever more

But this is how it's gotta be, running everywhere
I never hear and never see where I am
I navigate by touch alone when it feels like this
It gives me chills when it is gone once again