high school reunion

Our high school reunion will be here before you know it
And I would be lying if I said I don't dread it
'Cause what if I'm there, and I never let go
And then what if you arrive with someone to call your own?
What do I do? Am I supposed to say hi?
Do I act like you weren't a part of my life?
Am I thinking too much? Is it not a big deal?
It's been four fucking years, six more doubt I'll be healed

I get caught up in everything I wish I said
I lost trust in myself a long time ago
Had one love, and I'm scared I can't bury the past
'Cause I'd come back if all you did was just ask

Our high school reunion will be here before you know it
And I would be lying if I said I don't think about
Every which way, something goes wrong
And what if you ask what I meant in those songs
What do I do? Do I lie and say no?
I wasn't secretly thinking you'd be at one of my shows
I don't even care, I'm totally over it
It's not like I hoped you're the one I'd grow older with

I get caught up in everything I wish I said
I lost trust in myself a long time ago
Had one love, and I'm scared I can't bury the past
'Cause I'd come back if all you did was just ask

I won "most likely to ruin a good thing"
I won "most likely to not know when it's working"

I still get caught up in everything I wish I said
I lost trust in myself a long time ago
Had one love, and I'm scared I can't bury the past
'Cause I'd come back if all you did was just ask