Reasons

It's been 4 weeks since your wrongdoing
I'm still unsure of how to cure these feelings
Love how you made it
Seem like nothing
What a mature way to deal with things

Whenever you appear on my screen
I just wanna scream and
Get out of here instantly
Now we can't go back to normal
Cuz my heart can't take this anymore

For some reason you were so intent on
Misreading my intentions
All your reasons were
"I have my own reasons"
I just can't comprehend

Everyone is inclined to agree with you
But they don't even like you
But how could you realize?
Did you think I'd comply too?
You're emotional
And insensible
At the same time
You try to look like you're doing fine
Can't change your mind, you still see me as a child
Love how you called me your family
Then secretly you belittled me

I never had a single doubt
After I found you out
You could still somehow stand your ground
You told me that you'd been let down
But is that all there is?
Is that all there is to it?

I don't know if I can ever forgive you for what you did to me
Maybe if I give it some time this memory will leave my body
I'll never know what's going on in your mind
Except for those lies you try so hard to justify
And secrets that you hide inside
Our imaginary
Contract
Has already expired

Was I supposed to understand
Why you chose to steal then conceal from me
Or was I supposed to pretend
Like it's not a big deal
It's unreal

I'm gonna move on knowing you'll never think you're wrong
Soon I'll leave this place and I'll never see your face again
Swear to myself this is the last time I brought up this pain