October Beach House

It used to be so far away - Sits now, just around the corner
I try to make it better, I feel it getting worse
Running in circles, we're cold, and old, and so dispersed
I tried to love a little, but I've forgotten how
It keeps me up at night - It keeps me locked up tight
Conditioned to our despair
Empathy's not always there
Oh, just a minute, just a minute - I'm tuning up my ears
Trying hard to hear something other than all that I feared
Oh, don't you know, don't you know - Our fate is bought and sold
Did you think this was something you could do all alone?
I'm tired of shaking in the dark - Head falls right apart
With you and that in mind
Foolish riches of mirage - A luxurious agreed-upon demise
Maybe I could be romantic, bury you somewhere you like
Could help keep me comfy sleeping next to a knife
Capricious and cathartic chaos
Apathy a blurred sensation
Oh, just a minute, just a minute - I'm learning to disappear
Trying hard to get somewhere other than right here
Oh, don't you know, don't you know - We're fishing for our souls
Never had anything, anywhere that felt like home
A morbid motion to reconcile
Screaming for our lives behind a smile