The Storm (Not Done Healing)

Rain clouds gathered as your eyes unraveled me tonight
But I didn't see, I wasn't ready for the lightning to strike

You were laughing at me
I take things literally
And yes, I value clarity, it's true
But then you said it's because
People have been determined
To misunderstand you
God damn
That's warm
What kind is this new storm?

I thought maybe I'd won the war
But I guess my body just kept the score
Now it's rushing in
Am I not done healing yet?
When you kiss me, baby
Saying, "wait, one more!"
And it's so dang cute, I say
"How 'bout four?"
I get sucked right in
And I'm right back there again

With the wind in my stomach and the thunder rumbling in my head
Like I never left my past lovers or my childhood bed

And all the years spent alone
Learning I'm whole on my own
They weren't enough to keep the sun in the sky
I know there's nothing to fear
But with the rain in my ears
I'm here paralyzed!

I thought maybe I'd won the war
But I guess my body just kept the score
Now it's rushing in
Am I not done healing yet?
When you touched me like
I've never been touched
And you whispered
You were on fire, I just
Got sucked right in
Now I'm right back there again

And I'm tied up in knots
'Cause I thought this was nothing
But I'm full of the past, it's moving so fast (full of the past)
And my heart is a mess
I confess, I feel something
But I'm trying to re-frame, rewire my brain (trying to re-frame)
And believe every wound has a seed to be sown
Gotta plant in the storm to uncover the sun

No, I'm not done healing yet!
Yeahhhh (I thought maybe I'd won the war)
Old wind! (But I guess my body just kept the score)
You keep rushing in (Now it's rushing in)
No, I'm not done healing yet!
Old wind! (When you kissed me, baby, saying, "wait, one more!")
Old wind! (It was so dang cute, I said, "How 'bout four?")
I'm not giving in (And got sucked right in)
No, I'm not done healing yet!

Old wind (It's all rushing in, it's all rushing in)
You keep rushing in (New storm, old wind)
Ooooh, old wind (it's all rushing in, it's all rushing in)
I'm not giving in (new storm, old wind)
Not done, not done, not done



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