hard to believe

I went home for the first time all alone last night
Friends told me to text them I got home alright

Alright in my head
But not in my heart
When I go to bed
I'm dreaming of the part

When I go home to somebody, and they
Love me like I need
Tell me that I'm pretty, with a
Heart on their sleeve
Never end an argument by
Threatening to leave
Then say thats not what they meant n'
Gaslightin' me I know it's hard (hard)
To believe
Uh uh it's hard (hard)
To believe

You were a consolation prize but I
Thought it meant i'd won
Our conversations just denied
You did anything wrong

No not to my face
You left your crime scene clean
Nothing but a trace
Of my unrealistic dreams

When I go home to somebody, and they
Love me like I need
Tell me that I'm pretty, with a
Heart on their sleeve
Never end an argument by
Threatening to leave
Then say thats not what they meant n'
Gaslightin' me I know it's hard (hard)
To believe
Uh uh it's hard (hard)
To believe

That I went home for the first time all alone last night
Happy for my home to be
Me my self and I

I'm better in the head
And stronger in my heart
And when I go to bed
Oh I begin to laugh

Cause I go home to nobody
Just To be alone and breath
What a relief it's been
Since you chose to leave

I fall asleep with me in mind
Is this what they call peace?
Now would you be so kind
And leave me to be

I know it's hard, (hard) to believe (to believe)
Yeah It was hard
At least for me
And I am scarred
And sick of grief
I know I love
Too easily



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