Upset

I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be
Don't wanna be

I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be

There's a lot that I got to do still if I really want Gold-N-Brown to shine
But won't make a fool of myself to move to the wealth. Keeping cool so I reach that alpine
Peak of the mountain, looking out wide
At everything I did being of sound mind
Even on cloud nine, leaving my design
Keeping that peace sign, even when I reach prime
But on downtime when the writer's block hits, I'm working on beats getting that skill down
God knows I'm getting a little more better. Motivated by those who kill sounds
Still learning and observing compositions
Honest, not pompous. Don't want collision
Viewer and consumer, so I listen
A student improving with incision
My mission is to air the truth
I'm going in as if I didn't care to lose
Thinking more, can't make a careless move
Dot I's, cross T's. Minding P's and Q's
Not the most seasoned dude
But about music, I know a thing or two
Keeping focus to have the dream come true
Without wolf ticket streaming views
Be so good, they can't ignore
That's the reason why I'm reaching more than standard norms
No average core. My passion soars
Past what some classes have been sourced
An active student with a mass influence
Still humble but I lack inclusion
So I gotta double the haptic fusion
For the love of music, I'm still improving

I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be
Don't wanna be

I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be

See, with my mind and heart equipped, I started with this. No bargain bin shit
A starving artist with the larger image
Got the sharper vision, making smart decisions
Non-fictitious. Not beyond the misses
God as my witness, only honest with this
Grew more religious, still a core lyricist
Non spiritless. More than my form appearances
Here's what I've grown to see
Down the road, don't want no one controlling me
I'd rather be known to uphold the peace
One of the ones who are leaving their soul on beats
Holding down Gold-N-Brown with everything
Wanting better only set up a better me
Never cease readily
Do this til I'm moveless at the end of me
That's the Brown recipe
I do it cause I love it
Tried to fit in, then I saw what I wasn't
Music's my life, since the beginning of it
Got one shot like I'm shooting a musket
Fuck it, gotta be on the money
Beyond the money
More than songs I study
Don't want the cunning
Used and abused, I'm not that buddy
Sorry not sorry
Still not stepping on nobody's toes
Instead of using someone, I'm finding my own
Grinding alone when I was finding my flow
Trying to promote me rapping live at a show
Now thank God for the ones that I got
Though, I still gotta block those who may wanna plot
They love when you're hot, but when you're cold they forgot
Not needing a lot, but what I need that is not

I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be
Don't wanna be

I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be
Don't wanna be