Monster (feat. Thaivg)

Monster
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the window
Monster
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the...

When something good happens, the bad always follows
I wonder will I ever see a better tomorrow
Where the grey clouds fade away along with my sorrows
Fake people were the ones who kept my heart hollow
And I soon realised that my pride was hard for me to swallow
The more I wanted out, I was stuck in the middle
This sick life I'm living got me puzzled like a riddle
I'm tested everyday with these struggles in my way
I don't care what people say, I gotta hustle to get paid
I want that better life, so I stack my cheddar right
I'm hoping for the day that I shine forever bright
I'm praying every night for this life to turn around
Where my face is filled with smiles and it's never with a frown
But I know it's just a dream, 'cause I'm living in a town
Where they wanna see me dead and be rotting in the ground
If there is a God, I really need You now

Monster
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the window
Monster
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the...

I couldn't give up looking in my daughter's eyes
So I'm out late night tryna get right
Ain't nowhere to go, ain't nowhere to turn
Mistakes in my life that I had to learn
Praying up above for a better day
Nothing never came, so I made a change
And I never gave a fuck what they all say
I'd rather stand tall and find my own way
They wanna break everything inside of me
But I was too far gone 'cause I believed
In everything that I did and everything I see
Was everything meant to be
I put my heart in the game, but ain't no love come back
Got me stuck in this cold world feeling trapped
But ain't no love lost 'cause it made me, me
And ain't nobody else I'd rather be, so monster

Monster
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the window
Monster
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the...

We all have these monsters that we have to deal with
Leaving us a scar which never seems to heal quick
You feel like you're trapped in a never-ending cycle
Fighting your way through the darkness for survival
It feeds on your fears, then it whispers in your ear
Blinding both eyes, so your vision isn't clear
Trust me, I know 'cause it tried to take my soul
By telling me lies 'til it's gaining control
This monster of mine was playing with my mind
Picking at my weakness and whatever it can find
I had to break free, but I didn't know how
'Cause it held me real tight and kept pulling me down
So I looked to the sky and then prayed for a better day
Asking for an angel that can show me the way
My faith and belief got me through this mess
Keeping me focused whenever I was stressed

Monster
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the window
Monster
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the...