L.S.D.

I am a lot more tired when I wake up every morning
Can't remember most nights, why's my back fucking hurting?
For the third day this week, I'm gonna be late to work
Shit

I guess first on the list: when did my life get this boring
Add the crippling doubt that I'm happily ignoring
If I hate myself, what if everybody else does too?
Do you?

What I'm trying to say is that I'm tired of the way things work
If I do my best, I'm still not better than the rest
I guess that's my useless quirk

It's Thursday
It's time to get paid
It's time to waste all my money in less than twenty minutes
Try and fill the void or maybe I can partially diminish
That sinking feeling that is building in my gut

But it's always temporary
These thoughts are scary
Maybe this is just a cry for help
From my rapidly declining mental health
My life would be better with some sort of dedication
Maybe I just need some medication

Holy shit it's fucking Monday
How did I get this way
Days can pass with not a thing show
Tell my therapist that one day I'll go
It's Monday
Here we go again