TILL THE END (Redux)

I got
Intrusive thoughts
They bust through like the cops
Do dumb shit, let shots loose
Lips can't move with tight neuse

I've tried, I can't make it stop
Shit puts me through a lot
Bitch, just embrace it
There's nothing wrong with you, just face it

When I was little ole thing
I couldn't stop saying gods name in vain
Brand new body but my brain got stains
Have a good day, then get in my own way

I've got ADD
And OCD
And ABC
And 123
And red blue green
And I hate me

Obsessive thinking
Love to drink
And smoke some weed
I've got to be
The best I be
And not a fiend
My god you see
This life for me
Is not that hard
But still got scars
still got problems
still got yours
They're more than mine
But more like chores
The thoughts in mind
Is like a war
A daily grind
To stop before
It spirals out
To ending life
Is last resort
Can't stop it short

Failure is not an option
Fuck the past, it's time to get it pooping
Going to the top like a drop in
Going till I'm dropped in a coffin
I had all my shit but I lost it

The end is the end
Just be a badass motherfucker till then
When we go to heaven maybe God will let us in
Everything's forgiven, even angels like to sin

I need some more time
in this life that I'm living
Fight my own thoughts
But I can't fight the feeling
How many problems you got?
Like a million
How many ways to solve them you got?
Like a billion

Taking everything like I'm stealing
But it's not lost on me
I'm getting what I've given
Took a full 360, going back to religion
Make everything risky, just to feel what I'm missing

I need some more time out
I live
For the moment
I forgive
In the present
Hope the future
Will be fine
So everything in mind
Try to give
So the memory
can live
Hope my family & friends
Will hit their stride

You see the end coming, time to do something
You know they're still fronting, they ain't doing nothing
Lift yourself to your feet, you're the captain now
If anybody talking shit, then they're cappin now

The end is the end
Just be a badass motherfucker till then
When we go to heaven maybe God will let us in
Everything's forgiven, even angels like to sin
Sin, sin, sin, sin
Let us in, let us in, let me in



Credits
Writer(s): Trevor Hyde
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