daddy issues

You say I'm your best
In the bed we lay now
It's raining and it's dark
And you hold me onto your heart
Oh, you love me too much

Your hands are burning ice
Your voice is a beacon
Furthermore, you're making me alive
There's the smoke
And the alcohol that you lean on
Do you know it's gonna hurt me later on

This house is bigger than my heart
That car is faster than my mind
But this money doesn't mean nothing at all to me
How can I relate to something that I'm afraid of
But I know that you love me way too much

I cannot let go of this summer
In this island of horror and fear
Maybe my youth has been affected
Or the fact I ruined myself to love someone like you
I cannot let go of this summer
In this island of horror and fear
Maybe my youth has been affected
Or the fact I ruined myself to love someone like you

I'll be gone
And you'll need to adjust
You think I'm a liar
That I'm such a fool to leave you behind
Do you know that your weight is too much
That my wings need to fly

It supposed to give me chills when you scream
By the fireside I can see all your lines
All your rage, your age
I don't wanna be afraid
I don't wanna fear the new world

I cannot let go of this feeling
Like I might be losing my mind
Is the blame that comes out of my tears
Or maybe the fear of breaking something I wanted so much
I cannot let go of this feeling
Like I might be losing my mind
Is the blame that comes out of my tears
Or maybe the fear of breaking something I wanted so much

It goes around and comes around
I'll be the one to break out
This is hell and it's too hot to handle
But still, you want me to be your candle
I'm spinning like a merry-go-round
Honey, I love you so much
I hope you can feel the blood of my heart loving myself
Cause I've got to go
I've got to go
I've gotta go woah oh woah
I've got to go
Woah oh woah oh woah
I've got to go go go go