Called out of the Wilderness

What's going on with you right now?
What are you talking? That's nonsense
You better not leave me alone
I give you everything you want
Now sit back, sit back and relax
I see you, Please leave your message

I don't know what's worse
The fact that I can finally feel it
Or I don't care no more
Am I the hero or villain, afflicted or the cursed
Either way that you bend it, we been here before
I don't really know why I'm mad, revisiting conversations

I'm running laps, tell me now, is we working out
Or just getting tired, a veterans lungs
When the smoke ascends, look in the eye of the fire
Nothing but distraction, and a burning desire
Scenging our linens, leaving nothing but skin
Leaving little to the mind, of imagination

I'm tryna see it all, eyes open, as a spirit falls
Leaving what's pure, sun setting as I set it off
Hitting the floor, wrapped in the arms
Of a sinners embrace, need something more
Reeled me in with a taste, what it takes, we can fall again
Floating in space, coping, getting used to the pain

It's empty in here, and you the perfect escape
Nobody a victim, because you thinking the same
I just attracted a mirror, I kept forgetting my name
Missing apart of my vigor, within this comfortable place
Longing for a sense of a home, I need to clean up my room
But the clutter is safe, it reminds me I'm strong

I got my mind in the gutter, 'cause I'm surrounded by wolves
I only knew the respect, honor and loyalty rules, head strong
Cuz got the dirt bike, in the gathering room
I'm to turnt, oblivious to love, I'm scanning the room
For potential opposition, we in acting our roles
The aggressor and the lesser, this the land of the strong

Pretty Ricky got a blicky, about to air out the room
In unfamiliar territory, let a shot and he zoomed
Folks is gathering intel, and 12 on the way
We escape through the back roads, it's back to the chase

My potna ain't in the mood, got to see about buddy
Who broke the honor, respect, trust and loyalty rules
Fully armament armed, an all star team to
All these brothers in unity, see what loyalty do

Seeing a vision of trinity, through the pride of a few
Able to interpret the enemy, through recalling my fall
The greater the grace, the greater the inner peace
Using the plot of the enemy, for the good of the called

Please leave your message you need to be born again
Made anew, made anew
So that can Lord live and be called In your heart
So that you can worship him so that you can adore him

So that you can give him praise, so that you're not living for yourself
So that it's not about you, but about others
But it can't happen until God comes into your heart
And God will change you, He is a loving God

A caring God a tender God a loving God and He loves you
And He came and died for you, and He wants you to know Him
And He wants you to know His love that love
That positive understanding the love of God
Where Christ came, kneel to the God