somewhere (for a while)

I'm tryna change, for the better
Yesterdays in the past, go getter
I often ask myself why, I ain't better
Maybe I need more time, but I ain't got none
I suppress the shame, for a while
I believed I could, for a while
Be a star, I would, for a while
Be the best in the world, for a while

I'm going somewhere, to keep me safe
That's really nowhere, so when I fall
They want me to fail, that makes me insane
They don't want me to bail, so I fall

It's been like three weeks
I ain't make no music
Knowing that I lack sleep
Time zones are confusing
I really wanna change but
I just need to find my
No else to blame bro
I lived in fantasy, for a while
Where im someone else, damn, for a while
Really hate myself, damn, for a while
Need to help my damn self, in a while

I'm going somewhere, to keep you safe
That's really nowhere, so you'll fall
You want you to fail, that makes me insane
You don't want to excel, so you'll fall

I just lack the discipline to make a change
Maybe I'm doomed for live, and I'm to blame
It's a harder pill to swallow, when im the same
As the 2019 kid that had no name, what
Fuck, You're shameless
You'll never, you'll never
You'll never be famous
You don't even deserve it
You fucking piece of sh-

Ight
For a while
For a, yeah
For a while, yeah
For a while, uh
For a while
For a
For a while
For a, Forever