Messy

I've been on my own for just a couple months now
But the city of my dreams has only let me down
These plans I always had just ain't working out

And the people in my life what can I say they're nice
I cut a piece off everyone to add to my disguise
But shouldn't I feel more looking into their eyes

What do you do
When life's not like you thought it'd be
Thought you'd be young and free
But now it's all messy

What can you do
When you're lying awake at night
Can't seem to get it right
Darling impress me

Tell me
One good reason to try
Reason not to die
This young
This full of potential

One good reason to fall
In love just to call it off
Am I high
Is this an existential
Crisis
How do I fight this

I've been losing sleep on answers that I'll never find
All I ever do is try to numb my mind
If I don't feel a thing then maybe I'll be fine

And if I knew who I was then I could hate myself
Maybe I could try to become someone else
But right now all I know is that I'm overwhelmed

What do you do
When life's not like you thought it'd be
Thought you'd be young and free
But now it's all messy

What can you do
When you're lying awake at night
Can't seem to get it right
Darling impress me

Tell me
One good reason to try
Reason not to die
This young
This full of potential

One good reason to fall
In love just to call it off
Am I high
Is this an existential
Crisis
How do I fight this



Credits
Writer(s): Loa Wild
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