i yearn for your nirvana

She really had to go
& I knew that as well
I got up & began to help her pack her luggage, sluggishly folding
Her clothes & putting up
all her accessories in this small, little pouch
I kept asking her to "Stay"
But now it sounded more evident that she wanted to leave
Why?
Did I do something?
Did I not do something?
It just seemed like
I was her issue & her solution,
At the same time
I'm speaking with my heart and my body,
But she's telling me differently
What is it that I want?
Does it align with what I deserve?
Why do I only ask things concerning myself?
It takes two hearts to make a soul
But what's a soul when it's devoid of its nirvana?

I yearn for your nirvana, baby
See you leaving drive me crazy
Terrified of Love & Lust
I know just how you feeling, baby
Louis V for the winter, baby
Terminal won't leave you, baby
Terrified of commitment
I know just how you feeling, baby

Let's set the stage
You've been at my place for a minute
Sleeping through the days
Or cruising 'round, spending very little
What can I say?
To make you stay 'round me 'til forever
Love don't cost a thang
But if it means something
Then I'm buying a ring

I yearn for your nirvana, baby
See you leaving drive me crazy
Terrified of Love & Lust
I know just how you feeling, baby
Louis V for the winter, baby
Terminal won't leave you, baby
Terrified of commitment
I know just how you feeling, baby

Ashes besides the bed frame
Smoke detector inside my brain
Signaling heartbreak might come today
So I get on my knees & start to pray
Pass by the church & the flower field
Can't let you go, you're a big deal
Won't let you go, won't let you go
But won't force you to stay
Be my Hakuna Matata, baby
Stop your worrying

I yearn for your nirvana, baby
I yearn for your nirvana

I yearn for your nirvana, baby
I yearn for your nirvana

I yearn for your nirvana, baby
I yearn for your nirvana

I yearn for your nirvana, baby
I yearn for your nirvana

Icy road, Steering wheel cold
I ask "Is it me?"
Maybe the circumstances that we're in
Feels like the Lion's Den
You're scared of having faith
In Love so great

I yearn for your nirvana, baby
See you leaving drive me crazy
Terrified of Love & Lust
I know just how you feeling, baby
Louis V for the winter, baby
Terminal won't leave you, baby
Terrified of commitment
I know just how you feeling, baby
I yearn for your nirvana, baby
See you leaving drive me crazy
Terrified of Love & Lust
I know just how you feeling, baby
Louis V for the winter, baby
Terminal won't leave you, baby
Terrified of commitment
I know just how you feeling, baby

Oh, no, no, no
No, go, go, go
No, oh, oh, oh
Why yo' wan' go, go, go?