Question?

Lately I've been feeling off
I'm tired of the same ass stupid feeling
I'm always waiting for some type of a approval
Do you know where I'm going to tonight?
In my mind I have thought of un-aliving myself
You had me right there in your hand
And I never knew it'd be my downfall
You built us up so high, only for me to hit a wall
Cracks started showing in our castle made of pride

But now I'm lost in thoughts I can't escape
You left me spinning in some kind of a paradox
Getting off my socks, wishing for a chill way out of this town
These streets echo with the sound of my broken heart's doubt

Why'd you have to make me feel this way
Like I'm drowning in the waves of yesterday?
Got me questioning my ghosts, can't you see?
Is this love or just a twisted fantasy?
Every memory cuts deep like a knife
I'm stealing shadows, you're stealing my life
Remember late nights, we'd talk till dawn
But those sweet words turned bitter, dragged me along
You'd smile like sunshine, but your heart was cold
And I gave you my all, thought together we'd be bold
I see your face in every crowded room
You're haunting my thoughts like a dark, twisted tune
Talked about dreams, now I'm lost in the haze
Mental health declining in so many ways

But now I'm screaming in silence, can you hear?
These walls are closing in, I fight with my fear
Picking up the pieces of a life torn apart
But you left a mark that's buried in my heart

Why'd you have to make me feel this way
Like I'm drowning in the waves of yesterday?
Got me questioning my ghosts, can't you see?
Is this love or just a twisted fantasy?
Every memory cuts deep like a knife
I'm stealing shadows, you're stealing my life
I'm cursed with your name echoing in my head
Every moment we shared now feels like lead
Anger builds up, like a storm inside
I thought you were my shelter, but you turned the tide
Lonely nights are my companions now
Your laughter haunts me, don't know how to let go
Wish I could rewind and erase all your lies
But every tear I shed is a part of my fight

Why'd you have to make me feel this way
Like I'm drowning in the waves of yesterday?
Got me questioning my ghosts, can't you see?
Is this love or just a twisted fantasy?
Every memory cuts deep like a knife
I'm stealing shadows, you're stealing my life
So here I am, picking through the debris
Questioning my ghosts, just trying to break free
I'll find my way, piece by piece I'll rebuild
But the question remains: was this love, or were we killed?



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