I Hate Myself

One, Two, Three, Four

One of those days I can't escape
To be alive was my mistake
And I'd rather burn than be awake
Two short-tempered I'm not fine
This time I've really lost my mind
I need to leave it all behind
Three be hiding in me hands
I hate to say I wish I ran
Cause I know I never can
Four, five, and six they sound the same
All I do is just complain
And I poured my life straight down the drain

I thought it'd be nice for me
To finally understand
So I wrote a list of just ten reasons why
I hate myself

Seven mentioned I'm chronically in need
My own mortality must bleed
I will lose my mind if you won't see me
Eight hours later I'm asleep
Empty feeling that I keep
I dug a hole I'm in too deep

I thought it'd be nice for me
To finally understand
So I wrote a list of just ten reasons why
I hate myself

I thought it'd be nice for me
To finally understand
So I wrote a list of just ten reasons why
I hate myself

Nine leaves me with nothing else to say
Maybe it's better off this way
I am become decay
Ten why won't this noise just fucking end
Just close my eyes and I pretend
I'll feel better after all I've said

I thought it'd be nice for me
To finally understand
So I wrote a list of just ten reasons why
I hate myself

I'm tired of running so I thought that I might
Figure out what keeps me at night
Wrote and down and I hope that you hear me (hear me)
Hear me cause I
I thought that I might finally be free
Turns out that it was only just me
Now I'm hiding and I hope that you'll Hear me (hear me)
Hear me

Cause I thought it'd be nice for me
To finally understand
I thought it'd be nice for me
To finally understand
Understand I really hate myself