december

I was living in the clouds
The view was brighter than a way down
All the benefit of doubt
That I gave you as a way out

You took it for granted
I never imagined that you might
Rush into loving and saying
You changed your mind

I was living in the clouds
But now
I don't wanna be
Somebody's memory

I'm not an accessory
But you use me so cleverly
So why
Do I still feel you when my heart aches

I think of you when seasons change
But won't do it all over again
I'll never go back to December
You still find me in my memories

Promises are all the same
But I won't let you hurt me again
I'll never go back to December
I'll never go back again

You were first to say goodnight
When our cards were on the table
Just another played out fight
Pretending that we're stable

You took me for granted
I never imagined that you might
Rush into leaving
There's no way to change your mind

I was living in the clouds
But now
I don't wanna be
Somebody's memory

I'm not an accessory
But you use me so cleverly
So why
Do I still feel you when my heart aches

I think of you when seasons change
But won't do it all over again
I'll never go back to December
Oh

You still find me in my memories
Promises are all the same
But I won't let you hurt me again
I'll never go back to December

I'll never go back
You hurt me once, then hurt me twice
I'm done with all your little lies
I can't go on like this, not anymore

Oh
You made your choice, now I've made mine
I won't go back and forth this time
I hope you find a girl who'll love you more

So why
Do I still feel you when my heart aches
I think of you when seasons change
But I won't let you hurt me again

I'll never go back to December
I'll never go back again