Ok, What's Next?

Breathe in and breathe out
I've gotten that part down
Millions of thoughts racing through my head
I sat there lying still
As I choked up some words
Ok, what's next?
Is what I think I said

The air inside my lungs has emptied out into my body
Rising to my head
Now feeling unsteady and nauseous
Staring at her lips move but not hearing any words flow
I'm trying to unfold what she just said
I feel so alone
Tears rolled down my cheek
Or was it sweat because my heart stopped
My soul is feeling vacant
Now exposed, an empty locket
Alone and pinned with spotlight
As I lay alone on the bed
Is this the end of me
And did I live my life well enough?

Ok
Ok, what's next?
Ok, what's next?
Ok, what's next?
Ok
Ok, what's next?
Give me one more chance
Give me one more chance

I'm standing in this line
To offload all this guilt
Ashamed and undeserving as I wait
As I walked through that door
I fell onto my knees
God, thank you for this second hand

I'll play this hand with pride this time
And keep You in my locket
Stepping out of the room
I felt weightless
So much lighter
Floating off the ground
I feel above the people below
I feel like I am home from being lost for many years
The scabs and scars are visible
Like framed memories on me
Pain is just the gasoline to keep my engine running
Thank you, Lord, for guiding me home
This time I'm here to stay

Ok
Ok, I'm here
Ok, I'm here
I'm here to stay
Ok
Ok, I'm here
I'm here to stay
I'm here to stay



Credits
Writer(s): Jordan Christopher Sweeney
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