fleeting thoughts

Need better days for the oppressed
I'll say it with my chest, I've been living through depression
The thoughts around me fleeting, see my mind that's where the mess is
And mommy can't believe I've been smoking more and thinking that I'll probably need to leave
Never was the big fish, I think the pond is frying me
I feel this presence when in bed, I think some niggas eying me
But I'm seeing green in my visions
See dreams when we sleep, I'll wake up find a way to live it

Fuck about a nigga streams, I'm tryna buy my poppa sentence
Last time we linked was seventeen
Gave seven more until it's lifted, my nigga
Level five, acceptance, won't grieve he still living
I miss him, relationship is strange, but go figure
My worst fear is probably being poor, nigga
Them c notes is all we want, they make us stay up in a funk
And we forget the power that we have within
Make us be quite and think we solid
Young Meez, hold heat and preach non-violence
And niggas he shot in the same skin
Shit is grim for a nigga
If you so much as breathe, you reap the consequence