A Feast For Me

Well there's a party for me
The last thing I wanted from you
I close the door behind me and there you are
You seem relaxed and quiet
But under your shirt you sweat
And these balloons around make me feel so sad

Well there's a feast for me, but it's a night so pale
Feels like an empty room where we could kill with words
You wish you could make believe
That I'm what you want me to be
But these balloons around make me feel so sad

I'm in your sweet, sweet, sweet embrace
And you're a thousand miles away
Your arms a sweet, sweet, sweet embrace
And you're a thousand miles away

Well there's a party for me
And you know that I didn't ask for it
I just stay in your game
I'm just playing your game

So won't you tell me what to do?
I can pretend that you tell the truth
Won't you tell me what to do?
I can pretend you tell the truth

I'm in your sweet, sweet, sweet embrace
And you're a thousand miles away
Your arms a sweet, sweet, sweet embrace
And you're a thousand miles away
Why? Why? Why? Why?

Should I take the blame, where's my big mistake?
Should I feel happy for what I haven't done?
Should I take the blame, should I feel the pain?
Or should I feel regret for what I haven't done?
Why? Why? Why? Why?

Was this a feast for me or just a bad surprise?
Should I have expected this? I just don't wanna know
And you've made up the rules
So that you'll win this game
But you can't tell me what to do
'Cause I don't believe in you

What's left a sweet, sweet, sweet embrace
And you're a thousand miles away
Your arms a sweet, sweet, sweet embrace
And you're a thousand miles away
Why? Why?
I'll never ask you why, why