Keep Tryin

I've been down this road before
Cause everything looks the same
Just like a revolving door
And I'm the only one to blame

I Keep tryin to change my walk
Keep tryin to change my talk
But I can't seem to break this cycle
I keep tryin to hide the pain
I think I'm going insane
I wanna call his name

I've been used and abused
But that really ain't know excuse
And so I hang my head in shame
Thinking I can't call his name

Repeat

I wanna be loved for who I am not what I've done
I want out of this prison and I'm not the only one
See I'm not proud of this life I've lived
But God is faithful and just to forgive
It's only me who wants to hold myself in contempt
Feeling of distain, the hurt and the shame, the hate and the blame
I think I'm going insane
Oh it was me Lord, It was me Lord
That chose to walk away from you
Still you brought me through
Forgive me Lord

I keep tryin to change my walk
Keep tryin to change my talk
But I can't seem to break this cycle, no
I keep tryin to hide the pain
I'm gonna go insane
If I don't call his name