Doubts Even Here

Those steps which seem to take a lifetime
When eyes just turn and stare
The day begins, collapsing without warning
You fade from sight, there's nothing there

Don't go out, the halls are unsedated
The questions are on your side
Deeply moved, beyond all consolation
You felt the pulse, now hear the cry

In my mind, thoughts are becoming clearer
I'm watching every move you make
Counting time spent in observation
A single blow, a false mistake

Can you read to me
All that I need to know now?
(The close went down to times)
(Too, too much behind us)
Then please don't turn away
Why can't I talk to you now?

(The number of forgotten years)
(Where my honor isn't deepest)
(Grows the deepest feeling and it)
(Grieved for safety and despair)
There's nowhere left to go
Where is this taking her and how?

(The torish threats forevermore)
(Over our natural favor)
(And us and he's and I'll fall)
(Far in it, and it sees enough)
(In our failures and it's not time)
There's nothing more I want
To know beyond your trust now

(I missed his promised time again for my friend)
Don't throw our joy away
Why must you just you leave now?
(Has God forgotten to approach us?)
(Has he remembered to not despise us?)

Memories are all that's left
I need you near to me now
(There, now, now, don't come to mind my deeds)
(And call out in defiance of times gone by)