Friends and Enemies

As my list of regrets gets longer
My heart grows stronger
This is for my friends who eventually were enemies
Oh, Because of what you did to me

Off the top had to get a new friend to
Take your spot and I'd do it again
If it don't stop, now I soak it in
That bull shit rope it in
My Chemistry set got broke again
How stupid am I, just to hope for friends?
Cause everytime I get one
They seem to act act dumb
Be on some, dont get where I'm comin' from, from
Just a misfit, nother heathen
Lookin' for something real to believe in
Couldn't find it so I figured these kids
Need the same shit so thats where I begin
They say, what we dont say
Cause we dont talk bout stacks all day
And if I dont get radio play
I'll still get haters that's okay
This right here
For all my friends I lost
And the price tags on all they cost
Only got me bought, like a life time supply of hate
Open wounds and a bag of salt
You were tryin to turn me into somethin I didn't wanna be
And other people saw that
As a matter a fact
Way I pictured life you couldn't draw that
And that was our biggest draw back! Come on!

Cause I know
I'm over here just slippin, further away, from you
My hour glass sands spillin' through my hands
As time struggles out of view
And even though an ocean hits on it
I build sand castles out of these moments
Hopin', when its through
The next ones so much stronger than you

Couple friends got shot, couple changed sides
Couple got locked, gave a couple black eyes
Down to ride, They swear they was
So I'mma talk about it like we need to bruh
Was the best of friends, you know its true
I mean you held me up, I did the same for you
Then you held me down, and you held me back
And i dont really know how I can forgive all that
Was like a 100 down a pitch black road
And we didn't see it comin so we lost control
Uh, I, Talk so Heavy gotta weigh my options
N keep my balance like I wanna keep shoppin'
Some say that I ain't poppin'
Look at all the bullshit they been droppin'
In the process, I lost some friends
Huh, but life does that now and again
Another trap door for an intruder that I let in
"Wonder where that trap door led him?"
More importantly it's just me though
Rawer than a needle spoon fed a kilo
Did it for respect therefore we know
Villain Sqaud give us time there won't be no equal, GOTT'M!

Cause I know
I'm over here just slippin, further away, from you
My hour glass sands spillin' through my hands
As time struggles out of view
And even though an ocean hits on it
I build sand castles out of these moments
Hopin', when its through
The next ones so much stronger than you

This is what I do and I do it till the death of me
Can't pretend to be, can't pretend to be
Tryin' to keep friends, keepin' secrets from my enemies
That's the recipe, that's the recipe
Lyin' to myself about things that eventually
And regretably, that'll never be
So this is for my friends who eventually were enemies
Oh, I hope you seein' me