On That Day 5 Years Ago...

Yo, you Ever wish you never were born?
Thinking you can't the weather the storm?
That's exactly where I reside,
I don't wanna commit homicide.
Everything I thought was the truth was all just a lie,
A product of my pride;
And If I don't achieve what nobody believes I can achieve then we all gonna die.
Either outcome is Horrible of course;
But if we both go its
Par for the course.
I think about the slums where I'm from, folks are out there fighting over crumbs;
And I can't do a thing to assist it, the gist is, it's broke; i cant fix it.
I struggle to find the truth
And the more I know i get more confused.
Traveled the world and back and still I know nobody that could ever walk in my shoes.
I'm searching for who I think is my Enemy; every day he reminds me more of me.
So to anyone I ever did wrong,
I wish you well and pray you live long
As for me my choice was made, way back in the day, that's why I say.

Yo, Ever wish you didn't have to wake up?
lay in bed, eyelids could stay shut.
That's exactly how i'm feelin now,
but i know i can't cuz that's not my style.
Everything I shoved in the closet is now fallin out
and makin a big pile;
And If I don't believe that i can achieve the impossible i need to sit down.
Either outcome would be a let down;
got to dig deep find self respect now.
I think about the path, what i did to me,
those who passed on who now live through me.
we here to take action;
living like a coward, and this aint crackin.
the more I know I get more frustrated.
got to press on cuz we must make it.
searching for who I think is my true friends,
trying my best to tie these loose ends;
So to anyone I ever loved,
sometimes you gotta go through hell to reach heaven above.
for all of the times I didnt listen,
and all the friends I lost, i miss them...
the only medicine for suffering, crime, and the woes of mankind,
is Wisdom.
I heard a man say the mind is a prison,
possessed on a quest tryna find religion.
too much heartache;
lead em to the water, but cant make em partake.
808's autotune and mad heartbreak
heart race fast like its in a car chase
feelin like biggie on midnight, March 8
top of the world till you screamin in god's face; yeah!



Credits
Writer(s): Inconnu Compositeur Auteur, Raheem Jarbo
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