Over from the Start

How does it feel to have crushed a heart?
How does it feel to have lied from the start?
I can't get past
The first day we met
I thought I was something I'd never regret
And it's heart breaking
What you meant to me
Squeezing this heart as it burst in you fist
Bloody dripping blood
From your finger tips

And now that you've killed me
Will you wash your hands free of this blood today
I still feel the same

How am I supposed to feel
I feel like nothing is real
You've brought me
You've brought me down to my knees
And now you tell me that you're leaving
You never gave a reason
I should've known right from the start
Cause that's just how you are

Now that I've made you a line in a song
I have to tell you that I'm moving on
I'm better off than I was before
I know you want me to settle the score
But my words for you
Aren't worth wasting my breath
With my heart in your hands
You've crushed it to death

And now that you've killed me
Will you wash your hands free of this blood today
I still feel the same

How am I supposed to feel
I feel like nothing is real
You've brought me
You've brought me down to my knees
And now you tell me that you're leaving
You never gave a reason
I should've known right from the start
Cause that's just how you are
How you are

Of all the things I know
And the feelings I've shown
It never seems to add up
And it doesn't even matter now
And the day we stepped apart
You wanted to be so far from me
It's always been what you wanted

How am I supposed to feel
I feel like nothing is real
You've brought me
You've brought me down to my knees
And now you tell me that you're leaving
You never gave a reason
I should've known right from the start
Cause that's just how you are
How you are