Build Your Own Disaster

This isn't easy
Easy to notice
That we're stallin'
And I'm gettin' on your nerves
This isn't last year
When we were both happy
That we'll get what we deserve
This is movin' a mountain
But it's tryin' our best
This is me losin' control
As you're gettin' undressed
This is a wake up call
A wake up to all that we've ever loved

And give it up
Don't turn away
This time could be different
You're makin' this difficult
Just thought I loved you more
The way you leave
I'll be startin' a new life on my own

'Cause it's a constant tragedy
Connectin' you and I
And I love when I hear you say
"I want to feel alive"
I want to be with you one more night
Just you and I
And the city lights
We'll do it one more time
Except this time, we'll get it right

I've got my subtlety
That distinguish me from all the liars
'Cause I don't waste, satisfy her
Well she says
"Give me my pictures, give me my pics"
You want me to
Now we're a one way street
And I'm just gravity
They can't stop tearin' down our dreams
(To every moment that I'm burning alive)
I used to think you cared
But tonight I'll realise

'Cause it's a constant tragedy
Connectin' you and I
And I love when I hear you say
"I want to feel alive"
I want to be with you one more night
Just you and I
And the city lights
We'll do it one more time
Except this time, we'll get it right

(Get it right)
(Get it right)

I don't think I need you now
'Cause I don't want you
I don't want to see you
It's gonna haunt your dreams
Like a fuckin' nightmare
I'm watchin' you

I bet, bet we forget
Forget everythin' this year
I'm makin' sure we don't speak a word
'Cause lately you're findin' brand new ways to hate me

I bet, bet we forget
Forget everyone this time
It can't be undone
You cover up so easy
20 bucks says you're guilty now
You're guilty
You're guilty now

So I confine that I can fend
That you feel lucky
You fade away
(Just fade away)
Well, won't you fade away?

'Cause it's a constant tragedy
Connectin' you and I (just fade away)
And I love when I hear you say
"I want to feel alive"
I want to be with you one more night
With just you and I
And the city lights
We'll do it one more time
Except this time, we'll get it right