Wide Awake

I feel the cold setting in
I feel the goosebumps all over my skin
I start to fear the worse, I'm feeling so low
I shouldn't feel like this in my own home

Feels like my teeth are falling out
From all the giberish that's been pouring out my mouth
What was I thinking? What was I doing with that milf?
My chin is exhausted, man it was time for filth

And it's not a good way to start the day
I know it's done me no good
I don't wanna face the world
Tough I know I should
Tell myself I won't do it again
But I know I will be
Lying in my bed my thoughts racing
Like they always have been
Like they always will be
Like they always have been
Like they always will be

And I feel that chill back in the air
Though I can't see no one, I feel their stare
They've sussed out my name, know everything I've done
And this could be our secret, if they just don't tell no one

And it's not a good way to start the day
I know it's done me no good
I don't wanna face the world
Tough I know I should
Tell myself I wont do it again
But I know I will be
Lying in my bed my thoughts racing
Like they always have been
Like they always will be
Like they always have been
Like they always will be
Like they always have been

And the sun's gone down and I'd love it to rise
Lets me know that I've survived
Every noise runs down my spine
Keep the clock to check the time

I need to talk, need conversation
Rack my brain for explanations
Need you here just holding me
Shield me so they'll leave me be

But that's the way I've always been
And that's the way I'll always be
And there ain't gonna be no change in me
'Cause that's the way I'll always be
That's the way it's always be
And that's the way I'll always be

And it's not a good way to start the day
I know it's done me no good
I don't wanna face the world
Though I know I should
Tell myself I won't do it again
But I know I will be
Lying in my bed my thoughts racing
Like they always have been

Not a good way to start the day
I know it's done me no good
I don't wanna face the world
Though I know I should
I tell myself I won't do it again
But I know I will be
Lying in my bed my thoughts racing
Like they always have been
Like they always will be
Like they always have been
Like they always will be
Like they always have been

Need you here just holding me
Need you here just holding me
Need you here just holding me
Need you here just holding me