Not Meant to Be

I know
Fatality while not the one to blame
Helps to
Accept that my old life still looks the same
And I'm
When failure rises simply telling me
Those things
They aren't meant aren't meant to be

That thing between us
Is growing growing always
It wants to keep us
Forever apart
Forever apart

I know
This meant to be will grow and grow and kill
My soul
While other people fight I never will
And so
My plastic life goes on without a try
And you
You smile to me I turn around and cry

That thing between us
Is growing growing always
It wants to keep us
Forever apart
Forever apart

Ooh I did it to protect me
When I chose to make the day
To take away
To fake away all forces on my own

But now it does affect me
Still I decide to go today
To throw away
To blow away all skills I've ever known
All skills I've ever shown

My dear
You say that things will change but that's a lie
I hope
That I find back to life before I die

That thing between us
Is growing growing always
The years between us
Do last forever always
They want to keep us
Forever apart
Forever apart
Forever apart
Forever apart