Fade (Live from Mohegan Sun Casino, Montville, CT/2011)

I try to breathe
Memories overtaking me
I try to face them but
The thought is too
Much to concieve

I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
That my life became 'cause

I just needed
Someone to talk to
You were just too
Busy with yourself
You were never
There for me to
Express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older
And I feel like
I could let some of
This anger fade
But it seems the surface
I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made

So where were you
When all this I was going through
You never took the time to ask me
Just what you could do

I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
That my life became 'cause

I just needed
Someone to talk to
You were just too
Busy with yourself
You were never
There for me to
Express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older
And I feel like
I could let some of
This anger fade
But it seems the surface
I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made

But I never meant to fade.away
I never meant to fade.away

I just needed
Someone to talk to
You were just too
Busy with yourself
You were never
There for me to
Express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older
And I feel like
I could let some of
This anger fade
But it seems the surface
I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made

I try to breathe.