Bipolar Spectrum Disorder

I spent another day, trying to forget the time that's gone
And the world outside my window has never been so far
"Take another pill, to leave the pain away"
And I'm building up my prison as a kingdom, day by day
Stone by stone

I endured for too long that you told me what to do
But now it's too late to call me. it's too late to unlock my door
I tried to live like you, and I did it for a while
How pathetic you are, when you condemn me standing
Standing on the other side
Standing on the other side
Standing on the other side
Standing on the other side

And everytime I cried I was looking for smiles
And everytime I screamed I was looking of silence
And everytime I loved I tried to hate myself more than you
Deeper and deeper, everytime I fall, deeper and deeper
Everyday of my life
Everyday of my life
Everyday of my life
Everyday of my life

I'm not able to see what I used to be
Like a king on his throne, when I'm on my own
I'm not able to see what I used to be
Like a king on his throne, when I'm on my own