Thanatos -If Can't Be Yours-(from "Neon Genesis EVANGELION")

Now it's time, I fear to tell
I've been holding it back so long
But something strange deep inside
Of me is happening
I feel unlike I've ever felt
And it's making me scared
That I may not be
What I think I am

What of us? What do I say?
Are we both from a different world?
'Cos every breath that I take
I breath it for you
I couldn't face my life without you
And I'm So Afraid
There's nothing to comfort us
What am I?
If I can't be yours

I don't sleep, don't feel a thing
And my senses have all but gone
Can't even cry for the pain
Can't shed a tear now
I realize we're not the same
And it's making me sad
'Cos we can't fulfill our dreams
In this life

So I must let us break free
I can never be what you need
If there was a way through the hurt
Then I would find it
I'd take the blows, yes I would fight it
But this is the one
Impossible Dream to live
What am I?
If I can't be yours