Holding On

Hiding, surviving
To capture nothing but the torturing feelings
That keep me from moving ahead
In this sea of darkness I am finding that I am

Dying, I think I'm dying
For something other than I am able to see
I'm trying, as you're implying
My efforts are failing, but I'm holding onto me

Hiding, inviting
The demons inside that prevent me from healing
My torment cause solace doesn't exist
In this sea of darkness I am fighting but I am

Dying, I think I'm dying
For something other than I am able to see
I'm trying, as you're implying
My efforts are failing, but I'm holding onto me

I can feel this change in the wind
It's catching up to me, catching up to me
I can feel my faith wearing thin
As my colors spill onto the concrete
I can feel this change in the wind
It's catching up to me, catching up to me
I can feel my faith wearing thin
As my colors spill onto the concrete

Everyone is bleeding me dry this time
Squeeze my lungs as I gasp for air inside
Can't catch my breath
Am I alive?
All I know is that I'm feeling like I am

Dying, I think I'm dying
For something other than I am able to see
I'm trying, as you're implying
My efforts are failing, but I'm holding onto me