Evaporated

What I've kept with me and what I've thrown away
And where the hell I've ended up on this glary, random day
Were the things I really cared about just left along the way
For being too pent up and proud?

Woke up way too late, feeling hungover and old
And the sun was shining bright and I walked barefoot down the road
Started thinking 'bout my old man
It seems that all men wanna get into a car and go anywhere

Here I stand, sad and free
I can't cry and I can't see what I've done
No, God, what have I done?

Don't you know I'm numb, man, no, I can't feel a thing at all
'Cause it's all smiles and business these days and I'm indifferent to the loss
And I've faith that there's a soul somewhere that's leading me around
I wonder if she knows which way is down

Here I stand, sad and free
I can't cry and I can't see what I've done
No, God, what have I done?

And I poured my heart out
And I poured my heart out
It evaporated, see?

Blind man on a canyon's edge of a panoramic scene
Or maybe I'm a kite that's flying high and random, dangling astring
Or slumped over in a vacant room, head on a stranger's knee
I'm sure, back home, they think I've lost my mind

Here I stand, sad and free
I can't cry and I can't see what I've done
No, God, what have I done?