With Him

Isn't this, you know, kind of crazy?
A part of me finds it hard to believe
Two adults - no yelling, no blaming
For everything that came between

You look good, and I hear you're quite successful
I always knew you would be
Your children look just like you
And your wife is quite beautiful and...
Oh, me?

Well I met a guy from St. Louis
Kind of came out of nowhere, but he's nice
I was on tour and he asked me out after one show
And I thought, maybe I should give it a try

And suddenly, I felt like a girl in college once again
Similar to the feelings I'd get with you
The butterflies inside, constantly tongue tied and
I thought that maybe this could be good

And now with him, I just fall again
With him, with him, I just feel again
With him, I come alive, I feel like the girl
I thought I'd never find
With him, I just love again

I used to believe that we'd be together for eternity
It was hard to see: that future wasn't for you and me

Remember when we laid in the park to soak up the sun
And how scared you were of all the pigeons?
You were convinced they were on a mission to chase you out
And as we kissed, I think one pooped in your hair

I'm sorry, I don't mean to get nostalgic and all, but
Look - there are things I want to know
Like, how did you and your wife meet?
And did you end up proposing on a beach?
I know that's how you wanted ours to go

To tell you the truth, being here with you is so strange
As you sip your coffee, I feel my heart rearrange

I'm afraid - so afraid
You smile, and you laugh and you still give me hope
The what ifs, the could have beens, what we'll never know
I wish I was stronger, I'm sorry!
I need to go!

Cause with you, I just fall again
With you, I just... with you, I just feel again
With you, I come alive!
I feel like the girl I used to like
With you, I just...
With him, I must...
With you, I just...
Love again