Scream It Until You're Coughing Up Blood

Everything you've got to hold onto
Everything you relied on to be there is completely fucked
There's a skeleton of loyalty hanging in the gallows of your heart
No one wins this one

And where are your friends?
Please help me through these years ahead
Are we just drinking buddies
Playing with each other's dearest vulnerability, that this is all we know?

So this is how it's gonna stay?
I think I would rather remember how it was and go our separate ways
I don't feel anything unless we are living and dying for each other
Every second of our lives

Everything you thought that it would be
Everything you thought you were living for is completely fucked
This is no place to be

And if we don't get out of here right now
We're just gonna end up drunk, fucking, and fighting and working machines
If I have another cigarette, if I drink another beer
Sit quiet another time when I should have said oh, this is too much

There are things I never wanted to be
This ship has sprung a leak
And I'll be damned if I'm going down with it
Still breathing at any cost