Fighting Confusing Winds

Here I stand
Waiting, hoping and breathing
With so many thoughts but still thinking of nothing at all
Not knowing what I need

I won't cry
I'm sure this time we'll be alright
I won't give up the fight
This heart's stronger this time

Watch all the tears as they fall with the rain
Her lips remain sealed and I remain trembling
Will the rain wash me away or will it sink me in?
Will it be my escape or will it bring me back to you?

As the speed of the storm has her running for cover
She's fighting to paint a scene with no colours
When the rain like hurt is left beating upon her
She'll know this is home

As we stand here together
I wish she'd just make up her mind
I'd wait for her forever
But in this weather
I am fighting to keep my feet on the ground
Hearts dying but I can't let it go down (no, not now)
And I swear I won't go, I swear I won't go
This storm won't break the sound
Of this heart that yells so loud

As the speed of the storm has her running for cover
She's fighting to paint a scene with no colours
But as the rain like hurt is left beating upon her
She'll know this is home

The speed of the storm
Keeps her running, she's running on
She thinks she needs more
But she won't find it, won't find it there
Why does she ignore
The things she is missing alone
And the reasons I wish she'd call this home