Unwanted Child

Stood up got slapped in the face again
Now that hole in your chest won't mend
Like an animal in a cruel experiment
Pressed the levers to get feed but all they gave was agony
Now belief in no way out only lets you descend

You can't remember the good times
When your body resembled something living
You can't stand your own company
Eaten away from the inside

You want to drown your cries as an unwanted child
Kill its' will, it won't reveal your denial

You weigh all you say or do
You can't try not to fall
It's not what happens
It's your attitude

With your spirit liquid dinner
As your blood grows thinner
You can't feel what's known in your mind
No connection to the outside

You want to drown your cries as an unwanted child
Kill its' will, it won't reveal your denial

You weigh all you say or do
You can't try not to fall
It's not what happens
It's your attitude

Spit it out and drink it again
The poison tastes bad in your mouth
But it's better than the misery
You've no hope to defeat

You want to drown your cries as an unwanted child
Kill its' will, it won't reveal your denial