Love and Paranoia

Another night on the town
I'm through with creeping around
I see you on every street corner
But you're nowhere to be found

Feeling low
Out of control
Confusion is all I seem to know
Hole in my heart is bleeding
And all this mess has got me wondering

Am I just paranoid?
Or is it love?
That's got me feeling this way

I'm like a little boy
I need you here
But you're not and it's clear
That I'm just losing my mind

Another night on my own
How many more must I spend alone?
Clutching pillows that all have your name
Wondering if somewhere you feel the same

Do you feel what I feel?
Is it something is it real?
Are you out there
Or just locked away inside my heart?

Is this all in my mind?
Am I wasting my time?
Only see you when I'm blind
And now I know for sure

I'm just paranoid
And its love that's got me feeling this way
I'm like a little boy
I need you here
But your not and it's clear
That I'm just losing my mind